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[12 Jan 2004|10:59pm] |
I need to do history homework. blaaah!! I did read Frankenstein though!! I can get credit for that. and we don't even have her monday, right? and does Washington's Farewell Address have 2 pages?? cause I was reading it and it just kind of ended and didn't say anything about being neutral with foreign countries. errr.... and Creveceour's thingy wasn't that thrilling. at least the killer angels only has 350 pages, not the 450 I thought. yay? or 340. maybe. I'm around page 45. blaaah. okay!! so maine. Greg didn't go, but ryan's friend derek did. we left brandon's house and got to maine on wednesday around 7:30 at night. we ate pizza, played cards, watched tv, played video games, avoided the extremely drunk adults, etc. until midnight. so it was all yaay happy new year and around 1:30 brandon and I went to bed. we *me and the 4 guys* slept upstairs *I was on the pull out bed from one of the bunk beds* so around 3:30 ryan nathan and derek go to bed and I wake up and it feels like I have heart burn or something and that made me go hmm because why would that happen to me? still dunno. so I went to the bathroom, feeling a little funky, then went back to bed. pretty soonish after I woke up, went to the bathroom, and started the process of emptying my stomach. yuuuuuuup. puked once, went downstairs, drank some overly sweet ginger ale, slept on the couch, and puked 3 more times. great. lots of fun. in the morning I went and lied down in bed again since people were waking up, then puked one more time, lied down in brandon's bed, drank water, then that came up. luckily that was the last time, but still!! not really fun. I think I caught whatever my dad had. god I hate throwing up. brandon's mom was all really nice and such too which was cute and very mom-like. because I'm not really used to those mom-like things. like when she went to take a shower and told me if I had to throw up when she was in there then go right ahead, much reminding me of the numerous times when I was little when my mom would be in the bathroom and I'd be sick. I dunno. I'm pretty used to taking care of myself when I'm sick so this was very nice ~:O) so thursday was spent lying around in bed all day. yesterday I felt much better though. today I'm pretty much back to normal. and thank you to brandon for not caring about my sickliness ~:O) even though I was paranoid the whole time that he'd get sick... and still kind of am... hmm. besides the throwing up the trip to maine was fun. I didn't really get to play in the snow much. not like there was a lot there anyways. wednesday night we kind of shuffled around outside for a little while though and I saw their new garage. snazzy stuff. hahaha so they had this game Catch Phrase where there's this little plastic thingy that has a timer and it says a word and one person has to say clues so everyone else guesses the word, and we were playing it this morning. LOL there were some good ones in there: Ryan: Brandon is a... wait no, Nathan is a... Sara: guy? *I was right* Ryan: *looks at sara* Sara isn't showing any... Nathan: cleavage *sadly, he was right* oi, I have to go to the bathroom. maybe more babbles later. and reading. right. reading.
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[10 Jan 2004|10:57pm] |
indeed. money I mean. I went to the mall with 182 dollars and came back with 83 ~:OP LOL yeah. at the gap I was like giggling with the happy prospect of good pants but I ended up only buying one pair. they're reeeeeeally comfy tan corderoy *bad spelling, sorry* cargo pants. just need to figure out what shoes to wear with them. and I got that baseball tee long sleeved shirt that says New York on it. the sleeves are black. hahaha they had ones that said Brooklyn and Harlem on it. wouldn't it be funny if I wore a shirt that said Harlem? uncle john's gift card came in handy there AND!! *drum roll* I finally bought a tan colored bra!! seriously, all of mine are black. it's sad. only 10 bucks too and it's very very comfy. I got some underwears and a candle. lol I like it cause those Holiday candles are only $5 since you'd think people wouldn't want them since it's after christmas, but not me!! I love those. they smell like christmas ~:O) lol I have one from last year too but it's almost gone. after that I went to CVS and got lots more stuffs too. then I shuffled about and went to payless where I tried on some black boots and I decided that I liked them so I went to buy them and the guy pointed out that one of them was a 9 and the other was a 9 wide so he looked for other ones in the back but they didn't have any so I bought them anyways because I really couldn't tell the difference anyways. haha I think he thought I was weird. but he took 2 bucks off the price ~;O) I GUESS if you look closely at the foot part one looks bigger, but honestly who's going to stare at my feet? haha I need bigger calfs though, there's a smidge of space between the boot and my leg. not to the point where they're falling down, but a little space. maybe when I got those big muscles some day... naaw. I had the urge to go to bath and body works but I resisted. actually I told dad I'd meet him at 4 and it was 4 and we just left. so I didn't really walk by or anything. hmm. but I did see that sign for the sale... *smile* and happy 10th to brandon. this is a pretty important 10th. indeed. the big 2 years and 6 months. wow... that's a long time. colin and max's parents are going to the football game tonight so biz is babysitting. they are freaking craaaazy. jeeze. LOL I mean going riding was bad enough but that was only a little over an hour and I was moving and doing stuff. oi. when I first got on my left fingers got really really numb so I had to twitch them about. my feet weren't cold at all though. my chin was frozen by the end though... *hop* and no one's signed up with me for next week yet. good stuff. not like it's bad when other people are there, it's just interesting when I'm alone. I wonder what we're having for dinner. hmm. maybe I'll play more sims. this is a much needed weekend. relaxation is good. *hop* and we're going to brunch tomorrow ~:OD yaaay. don't know where yet, but we'll see. maybe it'll be the cheesecake factory. ooh. that'd be nice.
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[09 Dec 2003|01:02pm] |
mike and sara: come on now. my livejournal is not the place to have a little spat especially over something so little, okay? no more of this. not a lot of people smoke. i'm sorry i haven't had much time to write. it upsets me that you guys don't believe me when i say that i haven't had anything to drink. i really haven't. and i've gotten enough comments about it so it would be nice if you just trusted what i wrote here, okay? thanks
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[21 Nov 2003|09:42am] |
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[20 Nov 2003|09:20am] |
I don't even know how to feel right now. I'm just like, numb. And I'm not going to post about what happened because all it would do is start a big flame war and I don't want that. Note to a lot of people, especially Ben: don't you dare try to assume what was going on in my head. because i know what you are thinking, i saw your conversation, and you are wrong. don't assume anything. you are not me and you didnt even bother talking to me about it and therefore you have no fucking idea.
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Today I had an emo moment... and i felt like i was goona cry.... but after that I took a shower and felt a whole lot better and got productive
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Sorry guys i guess i haven't updated in a long time.
me and brett broke up so i guess things have been really hard. I dunno. i guess i didn't really want to go to Winter Ball, but now i don't have a date but at least mom didn't buy me the dress yet. I was gonna get a rea,ly pretty one from the vintage store in d-twn missoula with green lace and stuff and wear converses with it. but i guess there is no point now.
Also schoolis really good. um. Ok if you are my friend write me!
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[13 May 2003|04:16pm] |
lets see...
i took three tests this week. and got sick. and had to miss a lot of class. and then had to miss class on friday because im a good employee and saved the day. but i bought some pretty clothes. they are asian. and vintage. and awesome. so im still sickly. and so is alan. but we are going to brunch this morning with his mother. so thats good. and tasty. and for those of you who have emailed, or that i have broken plans with on account of catching the death, i will return your messages, and/or make new plans. on a final note, the new reggie cd is g-o-o-d good. meaning awesome. meaning that it more than makes up for the amount of suck contained in the new juliana theory album. xoxo
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[15 Mar 2003|07:28pm] |
i havent updated. so im going to use this time to bitch. really.
first of all, i havent been able to check my email for two days because "Sorry, this site is under maintenance." hello?! get it together hellokitty.com. really.
second. to the smelly man in the wal mart behind me in line: just because i am buying a large bag of dog food does not mean you are allowed to talk to me. him: "what kinda dog you got?" me: "i have three." him: "well, what kind are they?" me: "big." then he proceeded to mumble something rude about me to his smelly girlfriend. i have just worked eight hours, i have to pee, im hungry, and i really dont want to be here buying dog food at seven fourty five pm. so shut the hell up. really.
its almost time for alias and chad hasnt called me back. neither sleep, food, or your personal life should be more important than alias. get your priorities straight. really. ;)
jonathan and martin still havent given me my birthday presents! whats up with that? hopefully i will get them before october is over. i mean really.
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Nothing was resolved. I poured my fucking heart out and you didn't understand. I never EXPECTED you to agree with me, but I honestly thought you would understand. I thought you would be somewhat empathetic. I feel distant and closed off. I'm so confused. I feel shocked and unsure.
Talking to you now makes me want to run into your arms and hold you tight. God, I love you so much. I feel so torn. My emotions are crazy and so opposing. I fucking hate this. I hate it all. WHY DOES IT FUCKING HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS? Why can't you fucking understand? I want everything to be ok, but it's not, and I feel so strange talking to you. I feel odd, because I know nothing's settled. It's just pushed aside like everything else. I never expected it to be like it was. I never expected you to react like you did. I'm still confused and unsure. Like I'm walking on glass. Like I don't know you like Ithought I did. Like a fucking stranger
Can't I just sleep through all this crazy shit?
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My dog is a little ShitFuck! Last night she shredded plastic Ziploc bags. Into small fucking pieces so the cat could come along, eat one, and choke. I was scavenging for little plastic pieces this am. Then I realized the little shit started digging up my flowers in the front yard! GAWD – I want to get rid of her now!
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[11 Jan 2003|03:08pm] |
chris: so u wanna make out me: yeah me: if u want to chris: damn straight me: yay! me: wanna fanta? me: LOL chris: fuck? yes pleez me: okay chris: k
woo woo! fun times! ha ha ha! till next time!
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[05 Jan 2003|08:06am] |
What is the difference between hating people because they are American, and hating people because they are gay?
blah. Your own perspective is always the "enlightened" one. Utter bullshit...
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my friend andy just gave me a lj code so here is my new journal.
thanks andy yr the best!
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